matryoshka tree

“I have suffered the atrocity of sunsets.” Elm by Sylvia Plath
dark bark
the painted bole of me 
fifty-eight years of transected concentric rings
a ravel of ravenous things
sap-scarred tar-patched mole-stuck
thumb-punched pollarded
from crown to ground
my regrowth is diligent and broad
I carry the curled fetus 
of myself in a burrowed knot of womb
wisdom-thicked pock-pit keloid
scarred I deliver her unto
this world a thousand times
a thousand times a thousand 
two centuries four continents 
bound I tread trembling body-stump root-
toes digging down wielding
axe to stone skin the parallax found
I awaken alive-alone and this—
is how I thrive 

About the author:

Natasha N. Deonarain is the author of two chapbooks, 50 études for piano (Assure Press Publishing) and urban disorders (Finishing Line Press). She’s a multi-category first prize winner in the Arizona State Poetry Society’s 2025 Annual Contest, winner of the 2020 Three Sisters Award by NELLE magazine and Best of the Net Nominee by Rogue Agent Journal. She was born in South Africa, grew up in Canada and now lives in Arizona. Find her on IG@RealPajamaPoet.

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